>.<

Aiks..can't sleep..cham lo..going to fly in few hours time but still can't sleep..Scare can't sleep at there oso..aiks..Going to miss him badly..sobs..The moment that I'm scare the most have finally come..Need to be strong to get through it..


Dear..must take care lo..Don't busy study till forget to eat ar..and drink lot lot of water oso..me can't always at your side le..so must really take good care lo..going to miss you badly..you oso must miss me lo..hehe..don't play around so much ar..must study oso ar..me will be waiting for you..dear oso must wait for me lo..MUAKZ..

It is time..

That's it..tonight will be the 2nd last day I will be sleeping in my room..Well..I'm still coming back..But it will be 5 months later I think..em..I had spend almost RM800 plus for this week..Lol..I had never spend this much in a week..aiks..How will I be when I reach there?..I'm wondering what if I can't stand the life at there and then come back to Klang again..Aiks..Don't dare to think..>.<..Well, I will be leaving my home sweet home around 330am on Saturday to Poh Yee house and straight away headed to the airport for our 650am flight..aiks..I'm sure I will be awake the whole night.. Yesterday was fun..At the morning, me and my dear went back to school to verify our documents..And then we headed to BSN to buy our pin no for PTPTN loan..so mafan..After that, shopping time..lol..our 1st destination was Centro..Next is Aeon..And then Sunway Pyramid..Lol..We bought alot of stuff for our preparation to University..And yesterday was also our 1st year anniversary celebration..Actually our 1st year anniversary should be on August..But I can't come back that time..So we decided to celebrate it yesterday..I had gave my dear a pair of handphone strip that had our name on it..Although it is expensive, but it is worth it..^^..I took his name and he took mine..So girls..He is MINE!!!..WAHAHA..

Yeah..I just receive my dear msg..We will be meeting tomorrow!!..yeah..haha..Got to sleep soon..


Love you dear..Muaks..see you..^^

New life??..>.<

Well..After a few months of waiting..finally the results are here..Aiks..I din get wat I plan for..Ended up getting UMS..That means I going to Sabah..1 year only can come back around 2 times only..I hate to make decisions..I hate to leave everything and live alone there..I hate to be parted with him..I thought of giving up the uni and study at private..but I know that my dad's burden will be harder..I got to think bout my family..I can't be selfish of thinking bout myself..To tell the truth, when I got the results, my mind was blank..I can't think of anything..I can't even control my tears..I don't want to go there..I'm scared of everything..Not coz of the environment..Not coz of the uni..And not coz of my family..The main reason that I scared the most is I'm scared of him..How if our relationship not like last time anymore?..How if one of us started to feel each other not improtant anymore?..I asked him this question alot of times today..I know that he doesn't like to hear this..But I can't help myself..Coz I really need to know the answer from his own mouth..Although I'm only away for 3 years, but I still can't control my fear bout this..Maybe its true if both of us get into the same U, we won't be able to concentrate our studies..But I'm scared that even we are apart, I can't concentrate my studies either..I wish that our relationship can stand strong till the end..But I don't have the confident..Coz I had gone through this before..I thought that I can be strong..But ended up..


I know that I should trust you..Should believe in you..Should have confident in you..I will try it no mather what..Coz you are really important to me..I really don't wanna lose you..I hope you feel the same way towards me..I will try to come back during my every sem break..And I hope that when you are free, please do call me, msg me, or call me when u online..I know that after our lesson starts, we won't have time to msg each other like now..But I really hope that you can msg me at least 10 msg per day..at least let me know that you are doing good in the U, eat well, sleep well and study well..


Now we only left one more day to spend the time together each other before leaving for U..hope that day will be the most memorable day..and let that day be our 1st year anniversary celebration..

Miss you..>.<

=.=

Why does people always close one eye to see this world???..Not every guy is bad in this world..I know that you are worry bout me..But I'm already 20..Big enough to know which one is correct and which one is wrong..You oso haven see him before..How can you just judge him by the look??..The person you know is not as same as the person I like..You don't even know who is he..So just shut your stupid mouth up!!!..Yeah..I admit that I had tell lies when you ask me some questions earlier..But i'm just telling the truth..You see..When you ask me those questions??..It was 2 years ago..And I din tell any lies..correct?? And I didn't tell you from the beginning, it was my mistake..And I'm not like my sis..So don't compare me with her..Don't look down at my judgement..I will do whatever I've consider its the right thing to do..So you don't have to worry bout me..time will prove everything..Even mum oso didn't dissaprove..Why don't you just give me a chance..Don't just trust what you see..what you think..Not everything that you think, you see is correct..Please be open-minded..I'm not a little girl anymore..I can make my own decisions..Sometimes I still tell you everything coz I still respect you..I don't wish to have this ''HATE'' feelings towards you in the future..Please..I will promise you I will study hard no mather what..Studies still comes first..I promise..Cross my heart..




Please don't bear in mind..I'm just wanna release my stress..This post doesn't represent anyone..I'm just writing out the feelings that stuck in my heart..^^


Dear..no mather what, i will be with you till my last breath..I won't let anyone destroy anything that belongs to us..miss you..^^ looking forward for the gathering at pantai remis..yeah..

The summary of the week..

10 June 2009

That day me and my dear went to watch 2 movies at 2 places..Which were Night at the Museum 2 and Hannah Montana the movie..We watch 2 different movies at 2 different places..lol..It was so fun..You guys should try it..lol..I treated my dear eat Sakae Sushi..Haha..although he said that it was my fave..But at least i got treat him oso.. the movies were awsome..Go and watch it!! ^^



13 June 2009


We went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday to shop..It was my idea..Lol..He juz follow
me..haha..At last I've bought a purse..It was my dear who bought it for me..Thx my dear..Muaks..We had lunch at Gasoline Cafe..It was a great exprience..The food oso not very expensive and the most important it is 'HALAL'..Lol..We had our lunch in darkness bcoz the cafe's lightning is dark...erm..U all should try it urself..haha..Then we took our very first 'DA TOU TIE'..I dunno how to explain it in english..Hope you guys understand it..Although the pictures was ok, but the background was not nice..It was bcoz I press a wrong button..We can't manage to edit all the pictures..Only one of it..Lol..Next time I will remember it..Haha..Sorry coz can't upload the pictures coz I don't have a scanner..^^

Oh..I had juz cut my hair..Short..Lol..nothing special..Juz wanna cut for fun..Miss my long hair..>.<

Before having my hair cut..

Ater having my hair cut..
(how was it?)

Curi curi take his pic while he was driving..lol




Ss-ing..

I like this pictures , anson..Lol

School holidays so fast over already..Hope u guys enjoy ur holidays..Get ready to go to school tomorrow kids..Sleep well..

So miss u le..>.<

Pangkor trip's pictures

Here are some of the pictures that had been taken from the pangkor trips..Enjoy..Lol..

At the beach..

From left : Anson & YH , BS & Eliza , YS & GY , Me & KH

Before leaving the penthouse in Coral Bay..

Our Dinner in Pangkor..

Close-up photo..

Say Cheese..LOL

After the gang photo, here are some of the pictures bout us..lol..

Me and my dear in the ferry..

Us at the pangkor beach..

( Do take notice bout the background of the pictures..LOL )

During 1 of the nights in Pangkor..haha..

Can we see our future?..lol

I love this pic..

What a great holidays..alot of memories in there..hope to have such a nice trip soon..^^

miss you so much..take care dear..^^

Bad Day???..Or my 'LUCKY' day??

What a day!!!..When I woke up this morning, my mood was so good..so long din sleep till so late already.. My dear say wana go do his bank account..I still think whether wana go do anot..Then within minutes later, I was in d bank..Lol..I know..I'm the king of girl who like to make last minute decision..He oso got shock I think..Lol..After I reach, I go take the form from the officer..The guy somemore very friendly..

Me : Ar..Sir..I wana open bank acc..for PTPTN loan purpose one..
Officer : Oo..Take this form..Go fill it then take d num..I will call u later..
Me : Oo..ok..


So, I go fill up the form and take the num..After a while, my num appear on the screen..

Me : Er sir..I wan do ATM card oso lo..
Officer : How much you wan bank in?
Me : Er..How much is the minimum?
Officer : RM250
Me : Har??..RM250??
Officer : Ya..How much do you have now?..
Me : Er..RM150 oni le..
Officer : So how?..Wan me pay for u meh?..
Me : Aiyo..I so dunno le..
(Looking at my address)
Officer : You stay near here right?..Go take lo..I put the form here..u go take money ad come here take the form and press the num again..


Aiks..What to do..Luckily I stay near only..If not, I sure give up already..So when I went back, I ask my mum RM100..Then when I go back to the bank, My sandal SPOIL already..I was like..*&^$%%^$$#*&&..Aiks..But I can't go back and change now..So just go inside the bank and went to the counter to take my form..

Me : Ar..sorry..I wana take my form..
Officer :Hi..Long time no see..

ISK..Bloody hell officer..WTH..People ad no mood still talk like this..Aiks..can't do anything..just can control my temper only..Then when my turn comes..

Officer : Moi..IC please..
( After gave him my IC)
Officer : Aiyo moi..Today is your bad day le..
Me : Har??..
Officer : Your IC can't read la..Invalid IC..
Me : Har??..
Officer : You got bring your birth cert?..
Me : No le..Aiks..
Officer : So how?..
Me : Aiks..What to do..I go take again lo..
Officer : Nevermind..Take your time..Take your lunch 1st oso..


WTH!!..I where got heart to take lunch ad..Aiks..So I went back to my house again to take my Birth Cert..Then I go change my sandal oso..At last..After the 3rd time I went to the bank, I manage to open a saving acc..What a day..Luckily not much people in the bank..

Yesterday I went to my facebook profile..I saw many people added me as their friends..So when I saw many familiar profiles..I go add them as well..Keep on adding till I receive a warning..I dunno that canot add to many friends in 1 day..Lol..I dunno I sent how many friends request to my friends already..Haha..Hope I won't get it again..Lol..



Gonna upload the pangkor trip's pictures soon..^^


Miss you again..Wana go watch Hannah Montana the movie with you..See you soon..^^

Pangkor trip..^^

Wow..Time pass so fast..so fast already come back from pangkor trip..aiks..why does happy time pass so fast?..I do hope that the moment at pangkor will last forever..These 3D2N trip really enjoying, fun, and relaxing..I've never felt so relaxing already..all the hard work had been paid..haha..Maybe its bcoz I went with my dear and 3 more couples..BS & Eliza, YS & GY, Anson & YH..lol..so fun le..can't wait for the next trip..but hope my parents will let me go again..^^


We really had an amazing time at there..will soon upload the pictures..Let the pictures do the talking..hehe..



Hope I can get a place in local U..Please fulfill my request god..I promise to be good all the time..


Miss you dear..Hope to see you soon..^^