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Aiks..phone no credit already..wake up super early and went to the cafe to buy reload card but sadly its closed..ARGH...when will it open?..I miss my dear so much..wanna msg him but no credit..sobs..dunno what he is doing now...dunno he got sleep well anot..now he sure already wake up for his class le..So long didn't hear his voice le..wanna call him but scare disturb him..wanna tell him lots lots of stuff but scare make him feel annoying..I'm worrying he will stop talking to me..So..slowly slowly de give him some time to let him be comfortable with me again..like last time..wanna help him find back again last time de feel..last time de him..


Although sometimes I felt tired, but I always have the strength to keep moving on..It is called 'LOVE' strength..Don't know you got feel it the same as mine anot..Although I know you r busy with your studies and assignments, but I do hope you can give me a little time to spend with me..That's enough..Only tiny bit time a day also enough le..I will appreciate it de..


Today I had a tiny bit sick le..Maybe didn't sleep well lately..



MISS YOU DEAR..HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON..LUV YA..

GAMBATEH!!

Erm..I dunno you will see this post anot..but what I wana say is..just be brave and do watever things you like..but of course, if you got any prob or feel stressful, don't just keep in your heart..At least try to release your stress by doing things you like..and of course you can talk to me oso..I will try to talk to you more often..not like last time like you be the 'SALESMAN' and I be the ' BUYER '..but sometimes I wanna be that also lo..hehe..I won't push you too hard..I will give you more freedom..but I hope you know the limit lo..coz I know you will be sosialise with alot of peoples especially girls..But I do hope you still can remember that there will always be someone that really cares bout you , waiting for you..Try to slowly get use to it..get use to the life on UNI..I will give you sometime and I hope we can win this 'WAR'..with VICTORY..



ALWAYS REMEMBER..I WILL BE THERE WHENEVER YOU NEED ME..BUT ALSO NEED YOU TO LET ME KNOW..ONLY I WILL KNOW..OK?..JIA YOU..^^

TITLE???Nah..EMO..

Just back from outing..shopping again..for the camp that I will be attend ( compulsory for all the first year students..so no choice but need to attend ) in next week..aiks..spend alot of money again today..I'm tired..exhausted..NO COMMENT...

He still the same..cool..unknown..maybe he is tired..MAYBE..I'm TIRED as well..but my brain don't let me to rest..How long I can stand??..I dunno..Just let it be..Maybe the next time you guys see me, I will be a stranger to you..MAYBE..





MAYBE you guys will say that I'm EMO..Well..I don't care..As long as I know who I am..THAT'S ENOUGH..





Only ONE sentence to describe myself..















I HATE MYSELF...

























God..please let him be healthy all the time..as long as he is not sick , I don't care I'm sick or whatever..and please don't let him be stressful..Thanks alot..



DRINK MORE WATER AR..DON'T GET SICK AGAIN..MISS YOU..

What happen to me??..3 posts in a same day!!..I'm sure had gone crazy already..I dunno what to write coz the only thing I know is I had a mixed feelings in my heart..Who I need to refer with??..NO ONE i guess..Sometimes I admit that I think alot frequently..like to think of those that unrelated to my studies or whatever..I'm scared that I can't stand much longer anymore..I wanna let go my feelings but I don't dare..I know that I shouldn't keep all those in my heart..But it seems that it doesn't wanna move away from my heart..I had a feeling that everything has gone wrong from the very first day I'm apart from my previous life..I'm not as strong as what I thought previously..Sometimes I can sense that someone I've known had changed..


I'M SCARED..I JUST WANTED TO GO HOME........

I AM JEALOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a life!!

Aiks..Next week got camp already..I didn't bring anything for camping purpose from my home..everything need to buy again..All also need money..aiks..I need sponsor from anyone to support my finance..lol..who can sponsor me..

My classes all started already..but got 1 lecturer absent..In chinese we call it as '' fang fei ji ''..aiks..dunno need to replace class anot..

so miss my home..I wanna go home..

Life in Sabah..

This is my first post in Sabah..erm..Life in Sabah actually not as bad as what I thought..At first, I had a feeling that I wanted to go home..But after 1 week, I think I had settle down..Although still got feel homesick sometimes..haha..1st few days I will call back home everyday..But now coz of credit, I had to call back home less times..lol..It was already 2 days I didn't talk to my mum..Miss her alot..


Erm..Talking bout my OW in UMS..Well, moring need to wake up around 4am to Kuliah Moral..Then 8 something got taklimat..bla bla bla..till the event finish around 11 sumthing at night..sometimes till 12 sumthing..lol..I fall asleep alot of times thru out the taklimat going on..aiks..what to do..every morning wake up so early..sure tired already..but I skip the Kuliah moral 3 days..wahaha..sleep till 6 sumthing..lol..now the OW had finish..Tomorrow going to start my classes..The earliest is 8am..the lastest class ends on 10pm I think..lol..I'm not sure the time..coz the schedule I print out from the net something wrong..Even the lecturer oso says so..haha..I got a lecturer kinda handsome..although he is 40++ years old..But I'm only get to see him in my 3rd year..aiks..Why he wasn't my mentor..wuwu..

My classes :

Monday : Sains dan Pengurusan Tanah ( 8-10am)

Tuesday : Ekonomi Hutan Tropika ( 8-10am)
Tamadun Islam dan Asia (11-1pm)

Wednesday : Identifikasi Pokok / Dendrologi (8-10am)
Appresiasi seni ( 11-1pm)

Thursday : Pengenalan kepada hasil2 utama hutan (8-10am)
Pengantar Etika (11-1pm)
English for Research Purposes ( 7-10pm)

Saturday : Seni lawan pedang ( or known as fencing!!!) (9-11am)

lol..see my course name already know I'm goin to learn bout forest...aiks..That's not my choices..But what to do..I got to accept it..But my course is more on landscaping..So maybe I can work with the development that build houses..haha..next time I can take control on how many trees that need to be built in a hcusing area..cool!!.. or maybe can create a park..lol..that's 3 years later..haha..btw..for your info..my course name is Ijazah Sarjana Muda Perhutanan Dengan Kepujian ( Taman Alam Semulajadi dan rekreasi )..My school name is Sekolah Perhutanan & Tropika Antarabangsa..only 3 years my course..

Dear today ad starts his classes lo..UUM start class on Sun and rest on Fri & Sat..Miss him alot.!!

I'm only get to go back to Klang on November..miss Klang so much..



Btw..My hostel area punya Wifi need money..WTF..RM10 for 7days ( 8 hours )..RM40 for 1 month (60 hours)..many cukup!!..need to go other hostel to on9..sienz..My hostel name is KAMPUNG E..UMS got 3 hostel..KAMPUNG AB, KAMPUNG CD and KAMPUNG E..Mu hostel is new..but I think it is just the same like others..only food choices alot..lol..but for me the food not suit for me..aiks..now got bit sick sick ad..sienz..



Miss dear dear so much..take care lo..MUAKZ....